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"Modern Love, dont you want me?" I wish there was more good times. <3
I wish for such foolish things.
My family's the same way. Holidays aren't the same.
We don't have any "family" time.
There's no Christmas dinner,
Or waking up early on Christmas morning,
To open presents. It's depressing.
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-12-04 18:15:36

"Modern Love, dont you want me?" Ahaha awe. My day was pretty wasted too.
Everything is going by as a blur because I'm focused on the holidays.
Acoustic guitars make the most beautiful sound in the world.
I've been struggling with the whole "I wish I was here" situation,
For the longest time now. I can't let go of my past.
And it's exactly as you've said. My life hasn't been that great,
For the longest time now. And I don't have anything better to compare.
I hope I get a "good time" soon, even if it only lasts awhile.
<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-12-04 17:48:35

"Modern Love, dont you want me?"

Sorry about my last comment.
It went weird for some reason. /:

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-12-04 15:21:14

"Modern Love, dont you want me?" Awe, well that class sounds pretty neat. We don't have any classes like that at my school. I don't think we do at least. Lol. You have
really awesome subject to choose from at your school. We just have lame tech classes, Latin and computer classes. Nothing exciting at
all. Blah. I want to see if I can go to a different school for grade twelve. Not that it will make a difference. (: Maybe I'll just move to
some place in Europle. Lol, sorry about my little rant. If I can think of any songs, I'll let you know. I think anything acoustic would be
worth learning to play though. I wish I knew how to read music, I'd definitely teach myself how to play piano. Mm, orange juice. <3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-12-04 15:15:45

"I whisper things you never knew," Haha yeah. (: I think I'll just get the present next week.
I'm glad Guidance was really easy.
What do you do for that? And thank you. <3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-12-04 12:16:59

"I whisper things you never knew," Ahh jeez. I just wrote you a comment, and then it got deleted.
Blah. Anyways, I'm glad you're not worried about your French test.
I hope you did well on both your French and Science tests.
I'm sure you did though. (: I'm tired again. But when am I not?
And thank you. I didn't get Brandon his gift yet,
But I did manage to get him a Birthday and Christmas card. Lol.
<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-12-03 18:27:20

"I whisper things you never knew," ahhh exercise.  I wish I had more discipline to stick to a regiment. lol[givemeareason] 2008-12-03 16:22:49

Just Dance* {Spin that record babe} I didn't think your poem was crap at all. (:
Roseanne is such a great show. I hate that they don't make new ones,
Brandon and I watch it basically every day,
So that's why I figured it'd be a good present for him.
Ahaha and awe, well hopefully for the things you did answer,
You get perfect on that. I'm glad today's tests were easy.
If you need help with studying for French, I'll help you,
Well, I'll try my best to at least. Lol.
What time is it there? <3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-12-02 06:52:23

Ah, fuck, fuck, fuck. Ahaha, I love your present suggestion. It made me smile.
I wish everything could just hurry up, and be over, too.
I hope you didn't fail your Math exam. I'm sure you did fine. (:
My mind always goes blank during tests and exams.
I'm really worried for my History exam when the time comes.
But that's not for another two months, so I'll worry then.
I love the last thing you wrote. It's not bad at all.
<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-12-01 19:38:16

Ah, fuck, fuck, fuck. get ready for your tests tomoro and keep on truckinnnn~
[AnonymousxPoet]
2008-12-01 18:18:59

I think I want that dress.... lol, i did the same thing.
i wore flats today, without any socks,
and we have A LOT of snow here.
it was a stupid idea,
but my dad said we were only going to my grandmother's,
so i figured it'd be alright (we were inside.)
but instead we have to go to 459304 other places.
shopping. <3 i need new furniture,
and my room needs repainted. blah.
but we don't have the money right now.
have a good sleep.
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-29 18:14:22

Maybe Ill just wait. Yea. i just want this year to be over too.
it has not been a good one at all.
bahaha, and yes, icebat had fun in the car.
(i sound like a crazy for sure. oh well.)
i'm really glad it's the end of the week too.
i'm super tired. i always am though.
i'm sorry you don't get a break,
but i hope you have a good weekend anyways.
and you get enough sleep. (: <3
my day was the same. i did nothing.
i watched t.v. for first and second,
read in third, and took a note in fifth.
but i'm not complaining. because at least i have no homework.
have a good weekend love.
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-28 20:29:00

Short & Simple i sent you the number on myspace :][AnonymousxPoet] 2008-11-27 16:16:56

Short & Simple i'm sorry that school was busy and tiring,
and everything hurts. feel better. <3
my day was pretty tiring too.
i almost fell asleep in second and third period.
blah. when i first read it, i thought you made ice cream.
lol. you can tell what's on my mind.
good luck with your exam. you'll do finee.
i love hey jude. i wish i could sing.
icing is best kind. i bought some last night.
and i can't wait to eat it.
happy thanksgiving darling !
mine was a month ago already. /:
this year is going by fast.
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-27 15:43:31

"Its always hard in the morning..." / Recovery :) ahhh everyone always says i am cute lmaoo
xx[xjuicyxprivatex]
2008-11-26 13:09:27

"Its always hard in the morning..." / Recovery :) awe, well some people are just meant to be parents. (:
I'm sure one day I'll change my mind and want a kid too.
but ehh. /: I can't picture myself being a good mother.
and I hope he keeps that promise.
not for me, but for himself. he really needs this.
<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-25 21:18:20

"Its always hard in the morning..." / Recovery :) for some reason, I can't stick to a diet.
I'll eat everyone one day, and then the next day I won't eat.
blah. I'm all over the place. /:
I definitely don't like kids, well, I'm afraid of babies.
and I cannot picture myself being a mother. at all. ever.
I don't care if I don't get to see Brandon every day,
but like . . he said he was going to actually TRY this year.
he already has another extra year added on top.
I hope it's just the weather messing with me,
I usually don't really get nose bleeds though. thanks love. <3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-25 17:15:56

"Its always hard in the morning..." / Recovery :) I'm the same way. school can be really good, but I'll still be miserable.
blah. yeah, I had to get that shot, it wasn't too bad.
I didn't hear anything about it lowering chances of having kids. /:
I don't really care too much though. I don't think I'll ever have kids.
I'm extremely tired again today too. I was hoping for a snow day.
I hate cramps. I hope yours go away a-sap. <3
peanut butter is the best. I ate so much of it on the weekend.
good luck with your full recovery. I know you can do it.
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-25 15:25:22

"Its always hard in the morning..." / Recovery :) thankyouu : ]
and you can comment on whatever you like
xx[xjuicyxprivatex]
2008-11-25 15:24:51

"And do you think I care?" I'm sorry your day hasn't been the greatest. Lately I've been feeling kind of worse and worse too. Especially today for some reason. I have a hard time being happy too. It's just like everything brings me down more and more and there's no way of me getting back up again. I think you're still a perfect weight, even if you have gained a few pounds. But I'm glad you're not worrying. Lasagna sounds so good right now. My appetite has been all over the place. Some days I'm hungry and I eat everything in sight, and other days, I won't eat at all. It's funny how it works. /: I'd rather die, than wake-up too. I blame school.

<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-24 19:00:53

"And do you think I care?" It will be okay, hopefully things will get better. :)[sxygrrl555] 2008-11-24 18:45:52

Pillows, Clouds, and Skinny Bitches... hey this is juicyx
its my semi-private diary
so please take a look
xx[xjuicyxprivatex]
2008-11-23 16:01:58

Pillows, Clouds, and Skinny Bitches... I agree. I'd kill to have that girl's boobs.
Ugh. /:

<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-23 11:09:48

Pillows, Clouds, and Skinny Bitches... Awe, thank you. :D And I loved the end of that movie too,
Well, as far as I can remember. I haven't seen it in years though.
I'm sorry today's been stressful. My grandmother makes me feel that way.
Ahaha, "It almost makes it too easy." I love you for saying that.
I probably have one of the worst tempers. And I can't control my anger.
I'd love to take some sort of martial art. I think I'd be good at it.
Plus it would be a positive way of getting rid of my anger.
You have your exams really early. Mine aren't until the end of January.
Good luck with writing your Dad a letter. I'm sure you'll find something to say.
Pfft. I wish my boobs looked like that. Actually, I wish I had boobs.
And don't worry, my ass will NEVER look like that either. It's depressing.

<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-22 22:00:34

Ill prob. finish this later....

Tea is sounding pretty good right now.  Mmmmmmm

I like the names Shona and Nuala.  I think they are both pretty.  But I'm not sure how the others are pronounced so that could have a significant impact on what I think lol

[xstarlesseyes]
2008-11-22 02:04:23

Ill prob. finish this later.... Happy 700 entries. (: That's a lot. And awe, that's so cool that you already knew how to play the guitar. I wish I could play the guitar, the piano, the drums . . anything. Lol. I love the name Nuala. That's the first time I've heard it, but it's beautiful. And thank you.

<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-21 19:33:14

Ill prob. finish this later.... I'm glad your day was better. I hate going first for things, but I'm sure you'll do fine. I'm still really jealous that you're taking guitar. I tried making origami Halloween things one time when I was little, and it was the most difficult thing I've ever tried to do. Yay for acing your Russian test. We never got to make anything cool in science. Everyone else was making Play-doh, or blowing things up, while my class had to do text book work. Blah. I really like the name Nuala. I'm not exactly sure how to pronounce any of the other ones.

<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-21 15:56:53

Ill prob. finish this later.... nahh your fineee :]
and i am ill atm lol
how are you?
xx[Juicyx]
2008-11-21 12:56:24

Just tell me that your alright... I hate the way panic attacks make me feel. /: It's worst kind. Blah.

<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-20 18:28:23

Just tell me that your alright... Ahaha, thank you darling. :D I think we need tinted foundation too, because most of them are messed up. Either they make me look super pale, or I look orange. I'm sorry that you're sick. I hope you feel better. I feel like this all the time, even when my period's not coming I'm a mess. But right before my period, I'm the worst. That's when I get the worst panic attacks. Why do we have to get periods and guys don't? It's not fair. Lol. I'm glad that lasagna was good. Mind sharing with me? And garlic bread, yum. I hope you have a better day tomorrow.

Love you. <3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-20 17:48:52

Gaeilge in Ballinteer is IMPOSSIBLE!

You are soooo beautiful! 

I will have pictures soon, I promise!!

[xstarlesseyes]
2008-11-19 23:08:15

Gaeilge in Ballinteer is IMPOSSIBLE! I'm terrible with excuses. Next time I need an excuse, I'm borrowing your brain. (: I'm sorry you had a bad day. I think it's terrible that it's your dad's Birthday, and you can't even call him. He should give you his number. It's not fair. I'm glad the rest of your day was okay though. I'm really tired today too. I should have went to bed at 6:00 or something. Blah. Good luck with your test. And awe, you look really pretty in that picture too. And your shoulders don't look weird. Cover up makes me look really pale too, and I'm already pale enough. It's gross.

<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-19 20:31:12

Your the best damn liar Ive ever seen... Blah. Relationships can be so ridiculous. I don't even know anymore. /: Ahaha, that's best kind that you even wrapped your foot to get out of hockey. I wish I would have thought of that when I took gym. Lasagna and garlic bread are amazing. Two of my favourite foods for sure. Although I like a lot of food. I love that picture of you. You're so skinny. I'm jealous.

<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-18 19:42:07

Your the best damn liar Ive ever seen...

You are totally one beaaaaautiful lady!

I loves you.

[xstarlesseyes]
2008-11-18 19:37:46

Your the best damn liar Ive ever seen... pretty :)
[paranormalgirl123]
2008-11-18 17:10:50

Routine, My day went by kind of slow too. /: And I'm super tired now, it's bullshit. I would definitely be tired after all that excersize. I hope you have a good day tomorrow, and it's not too bad. I have a boring routine too. And I'm getting so tired of everything again. I want change, yet I don't know how to make it happen. Blah. I wish I went to a school that didn't have any guys. I think I'd be much happier. I'm getting really tired of them. Lol. I'd kill for some ice cream right now, but my mom doesn't buy it. That's another really pretty picture. I love your eyes.

<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-17 20:00:56

*I hit the mark, you play the part* Jump rope is amazing. <3 I think I might actually have some still from when I was a kid. I need to check. Thank you for all the suggestions. I'm going to start doing some of those every night. I think the weights are probably 5 pounds. I wouldn't mind having a toned body. It's my stomach that is in need of toning. Have a good sleep.

<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-16 17:02:03

*I hit the mark, you play the part* It would be so difficult for me to lose 17 pounds, let alone 5 pounds. During the week I generally don't eat too much. But as soon as it's the weekend, and I get bored, all I do is eat. It's balls. /: I need to learn how to control that somehow. Later I'll make a list of what I ate, it's going to end up being really long, unless I manage to control my hunger. Blah. It's so hard to resist. I need to start getting into sports or excersizing. But I can't think of anything that I can really do at home, because I don't have any of those excersize machines. My dad has a bunch of weights, but I don't want to become a tank. Ahh.

<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-16 15:22:55

*I hit the mark, you play the part* Hm, for some reason my other comment went to your previous entry. Oh well. (: I've been saying for weeks now that I need to clean my room, but I never get around to it. I straightened my hair today, for the first time in ever. That way I won't have to do it tomorrow. I still think it's really neat that you get to go swimming. My school doesn't do that kind of thing. Good luck with getting the rest of your homework done. I've ate so much today already, and it's not even 3:00. I'm dying for ice cream. I was just talking about Smarties ice cream with my best friend, and now I'm craving it so bad. Fuck food. I wish I could lose 17 pounds.

<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-16 14:27:30

Nothing much + my sister? I love their purses. <3 There was a really cute shirt I wanted from their last year. It was leopard print, and amazing. But by the time I got there it was gone. I was really upset. Ahaha.

<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-16 14:26:14

Nothing much + my sister? I think I'm going to start making a list of what I ate every day now. (: We only have an American Eagle and an Aeropostale here. We're apparently getting a Hollister at some point, but I don't see where they're going to put it. They added on to the mall about two years ago and there definitely isn't room for anything else. But it would be nice to have a Hollister. And an Abercrombie. We don't really have any decent stores. We have Guess, Boathouse, Stitches, Garage, Bluenotes, Bootlegger, etc. I don't shop anywhere but American Eagle and Aeropostale anyways. I'm picky. Ahaha, and I love shopping. It's just none of my friends, or my family, can keep up with me so it's better if I go on my own. Thank you.

<3
[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-16 09:16:49

Nothing much + my sister? We don't have a Hollister in the city where I live, and my dad doesn't usually go to Toronto or Newmarket, so I had never been in there before. I love it though. :D They have the nicest clothes. I was looking at the totes, they're so cute. Lol. And thanks dear. Maybe I should make a list of what I ate too.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-15 16:46:43

Nothing much + my sister? send me a letter send me oneeee! :D[AnonymousxPoet] 2008-11-15 11:23:44

Nothing much + my sister? I agree, for sure. They're probably one of the hardest things to resist. They're so damn good. /: My week has been pretty busy too. Thank god it's the weekend. Your week seems way busier than mine was. You need to make sure that I start excersizing or something. Even if it's only a simple walk. I've been really lazy, and I barely ever excersize. Two weeks ago I was doing sit ups every night (ahaha, I know, it's nothing) but I gave it up after a day or two. I think your sister is really pretty too.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-15 09:35:33

Pic to make up for lack of entry. ^_^ she's fine, total babe, has a good heart breaker story, and she puts up a great fight in one of the scenes at the beginning and especially the end, go see it ^_^!!
[MakenZero]
2008-11-14 23:09:59

Pic to make up for lack of entry. ^_^ like 8 lbs. lol.
its lacrosse from school.
you look cute, dear.

[gumDROP]
2008-11-14 22:01:42

Pic to make up for lack of entry. ^_^ That's exactly what I'm going to do, and hopefully I find out what I want to do. I've been a fatty this week too. Brandon's mom made rice crispy squares, so of course I picked out and ate half of them. They were so damn good though. I can't stand being vulnerable. /: It scares me to the extreme. You're really pretty. <3 That's the first picture I've seen of you. And you definitely don't look like an eskimo. I hope you have a good weekend.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-14 19:44:12

"Ive got two tickets to Iron Maiden,baby" I think we just commeted each other at the same time. I'm trying really hard to start being honest with everyone, but it gets really difficult sometimes. I get so afraid, but I guess I'm going to have to just get over it. Ew, I could never dissect a rat. /: I don't even know how I'm going to be able to dissect the fetal pig. And the sheep's heart had a gross smell, kind of like fish. Ahaha. Some kid walked into the classroom, and he was like, "It smells like fish," and then walked out. It made me laugh. Awe, and thank you. I also wouldn't mind being a paramedic. I don't even know at this point. All I know is that I want to go into the medical field.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-13 16:52:46

"Ive got two tickets to Iron Maiden,baby" I love that song. :D I'm not a sporty person at all either. And I'm only 5'0, so sports like basketball and volleyball have always been ridiculous for me. I guess that's not really an excuse though, so let's just say that I'm very unathletic. I've always loved playing ball hockey though. I used to almost every day with Sam when we were younger. I miss it, maybe I should start playing again. And badminton is just the best, ever. I should probably commit to something, or volunteer somewhere. Instead of just sitting at home and doing nothing. What I really need is a job, but I'm too lazy. Lol. I will definitely be your weight loss buddy. But every time I try losing weight, I stick with the plan for about a week, and then I give up again. I am pathetic.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-13 16:47:15

"Ive got two tickets to Iron Maiden,baby" Come with me Friday, don't say maybe. <3 Ahaha, lovelovelove. He finally emailed me back. I'll get into detail about it when I update. I love badminton, and hockey. Sports like that make me regret not taking gym anymore. I'm really jealous. I want garlic bread so bad right now even though I had it a few nights ago. What should I have for dinner tonight? I'm sorry about the pain in your side, I hope it goes away A-SAP. Good luck with reaching your goal weight. I want to be 85 pounds, but it'll never happen.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-13 15:53:43

"Ive got two tickets to Iron Maiden,baby" i lost weight tooo!!!
[gumDROP]
2008-11-13 15:46:17

Too lazy, too late. ohh well, i have been eating alot few the last few weeks, so my dear, you can start again : ]
[Juicyx]
2008-11-13 12:59:41

Too lazy, too late. me too. i have to do lacrosse conditioning,
so i have to run for 30 minutes without
stopping twice a day. fun. i would have
you do it with me, but noooooooooooo,
someone decided to be little miss
european, and live in ireland. it's okay
nat nat, i love your irsh self!

<3 Mollie

[gumDROP]
2008-11-12 20:32:36

Too lazy, too late. I had two computers at one point, but now my other computer makes ambulance noises when you turn it on. It's kind of scary, actually. /: I didn't know computers can make those kinds of noises. I think right now, I would honestly rather be slapped in the face, than have him ignore me like this. It seems like it would hurt less. I've been really tired lately too. I usually always am though. 12:11 ? Oh dear. I couldn't ever stay up that late if I had school in the morning. I was up until 11:40ish last night, worrying. It fucking sucks that he won't reply to me. I don't want to call him, because he'll just hang up again like he did last night. Maybe I'll write an email to him, trying to explain myself and the situation. I know he'll read it, but I doubt he'll reply back. Either way, I think I'm fucked. Have a good sleep.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-12 18:59:02

Too lazy, too late. Yay ! You updated. I was wondering where you disappeared to, because usually you update every day. I'm sorry that both your computers are crap. Mine is too. It hasn't be turned off in weeks because if you shut it off, it doesn't turn back again. /: I'd say it's time for a new computer. Mm<3 Garlic bread is the best. I had it for dinner last night. And I was definitely listening to Teenage Dirtbag last night. That song's amazing. Too bad they were basically a one hit wonder. And thank you for your comment. I just feel so guilty, because I'm (well was) best friends with someone who's in love with me. I feel bad, because I don't feel the same way back . . and I don't know, it just doesn't feel right to me at all, but whatever. Dylan talks like prince charming too. He always knows exactly what to say when I'm upset, and he calls when he hasn't talked to me for a day to make sure I'm okay. Even though we fight a lot, and usually don't get along at all, somehow we see past the silly fights, and manage to be the best friends, ever. I hate that he won't talk to me. It's killing me. /: I wish he'd reply to at least one of my messages, even if it was bitter, and angry. Ugh.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-12 18:43:41

Too lazy, too late. Sup, dear.
[gumDROP]
2008-11-12 18:41:58

"You PMS like a bitch - I would know" dudeee lemme know! i wanna know i wanna knowww![AnonymousxPoet] 2008-11-09 20:10:41

"You PMS like a bitch - I would know" :D Ahaha I hope so too, because when he's angry, he yells so much. I'm definitely not looking forward to it, but whatever, he can go fuck himself.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-09 17:57:39

"You PMS like a bitch - I would know" Awe, thank you dear. :D I don't really know what's going on with him. Things were going so well between us about two weeks ago, and then it seems like everything just fell apart last week. I feel like I'm the only one who's making an effort. And he's always toying with my emotions/feelings and treating this as if it's a game. Maybe he's just going through a rough time with something, and that's why he's been treating me this way? I hope things get better for us again this week though. I hate feeling this way. Blah, thanks for being here for me. <3 Ahaha, Katy Perry. Every day during the summer, I'd turn on my shower radio and that 'I Kissed A Girl' song would be on, so I really don't like her now after that. Lol. I never do my homework either. I finally finished a stupid paragraph for English that was due about a month ago. I've become so lazy with school. I love your descriptive paragraph.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-09 14:12:03

"You PMS like a bitch - I would know" I lurv the piccc :][AnonymousxPoet] 2008-11-09 13:46:02

*seventeen acheing muscles makes for a smile* Ahaha, Grand Theft Auto makes my mom say I shouldn't get a license. (: I have road rage.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-08 20:04:09

*seventeen acheing muscles makes for a smile*

Whats that book about? The title is interesting, lol. (: I hope you're able to go visit people in America soon. I sometimes feel like the people around me aren't enough either, that I'm missing someone as well. :/ I hate it. I can't see the picture, but the description is adorable. :D I love the first picture though, about smiling. It made me smile, ahaha. And to your comment, I agree. I don't see the point in drama, it just stresses everyone out and it annoys the hell out of me. I wish people would just grow up, but I guess some never will. I hope your weekend is going good.

[alisuhh]
2008-11-08 19:23:30

*seventeen acheing muscles makes for a smile* I love American Eagle, and Aeropostale. :D Bahaha, I was horrible at Need For Speed today. I can't play any of those racing games because I get really angry when I crash, or I'm not in first place. Lol. Awe. and thank you love.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-08 17:35:24

*seventeen acheing muscles makes for a smile* I'm really hungry too. /: My hair really annoys me. It's naturally curly, but lately when I leave it curly it goes all fucked up. Flat on the top, fuzzy on the bottom. It's lame. And I don't even know how to use a curling iron. Ahaha, it's sad. I really need to go to the library and get some new books. I get so bored on the weekend. I hope you get to go back to America to visit. I really want to go shopping there. Lol. The last little bit about needing someone I can really relate to. I feel like there's someone missing in my life and it makes me feel almost . . empty. I don't even know anymore.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-08 15:38:24

"I tried to be chill but ur so hot that I melted" correct term=spic[AnonymousxPoet] 2008-11-08 15:26:34

"I tried to be chill but ur so hot that I melted" :] gahh it's kinda evenn....but im still whiteee wahhhh[AnonymousxPoet] 2008-11-08 08:34:09

"I tried to be chill but ur so hot that I melted" well see,my parents told me that i shouldnt see my bf,and that i should only see him at skool....and well, i got the urge to see him that night.....and i snuck out to go see him....bc he transferred to clanton a week before....that's what happened.....KK....p.s. thanks for the comment.......[gimmecandy] 2008-11-07 14:52:36

"I tried to be chill but ur so hot that I melted"

Awww I looove that song.

And yes, I've noticed MDD has been acting up.  I thought it was just my computer at first, but apparently not.  Stupid site.  Is it ever running 100% properly??

[xstarlesseyes]
2008-11-06 23:16:02

"I tried to be chill but ur so hot that I melted" Same here. The last time I downloaded my diary was ages ago, I guess I should do it again soon. (: Awe, and thank you darling. I love that song. Jason Mraz is amazing. MDD was messed up Monday and most of Tuesday I believe? It was bullshit, but I'm happy it's working again. There's nothing wrong with watching T.V., I don't do my homework anyways. Good luck with your badminton match. I had garlic bread for dinner today, it was amazing. I'm drooling thinking about it. Garlic bread is the best.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-06 19:20:23

A message for youknowwhoyouare you worry wart... I've been thinking about downloading my diary lately too, just in case. I reallt hope MDD doesn't ever delete. I think I'd go crazy. Lol.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-06 17:35:11

A message for youknowwhoyouare you worry wart... Helllooooooooo.
As for your last entry, an amazing Japanese singer is Utada Hikaru. She is so cute and so are her songs. I love her song "First Love."
Soooo yeah![xstarlesseyes]
2008-11-06 00:56:52

A message for youknowwhoyouare you worry wart... Jason Mraz has such a nice voice. I'm glad MDD is finally working again. I thought for sure it wouldn't be fixed this time. This site has sucked so much lately. Blah. /:

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-04 17:38:36

*~Si bon, si doux~* I wasn't sure if it was Spanish, or Latin. I'm not good with figuring out what language something's in. And yay ! Jack Johnson is fucking amazing. If you haven't heard of him, listen to Jason Mraz, or I Love The Rain by Joe Purdy. So good. :D

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-04 15:58:29

*~Si bon, si doux~*

I'm sorry you didn't end up going out for Halloween, but it's not exactly the same anymore anyways. i think this is my last year that I went for trick-or-treating, it just feels... not as exciting. I hope you feel better, maybe you're just a little bit sick? I wish 'he' would answer, although I don't know who it is, but I'm guessing it's someone who can make you feel better. I don't know any songs in any of those languages, I ususally listen to English, and those random few good Russian songs I find around the net. Hope you find some good stuff. (:

[alisuhh]
2008-11-01 11:21:39

*~Si bon, si doux~* The Eagles are my favourite band. <3 Well, when I'm not constantly listening to Jack Johnson at least. Lol, and I love Selena. I can't remember what language her songs are in though? It might actually be Spanish. Halloween fucking sucked this year. Ahaha, it's exactly like Mean Girls, and I find it disgusting. I mean . . I think wearing animal ears are cute, but actually put some clothes on. It bothers me so much. I give up Halloween. /: And awe, I'm sorry things are complicated. I hate when situations get like that and there's nothing anyone can really do to change it. I hope it gets better for you though.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-11-01 09:24:49

*~Si bon, si doux~* Ahaha, that's exactly what I was thinking. Greg needs to go fuck himself though. (: Lol. Same with Brandon's mom. I won't make a super long list of songs, so I'll just name a few for now and if you want more, let me know. Memory Motel - The Rolling Stones, Here Comes The Sun - The Beatles, Leather And Lace - Stevie Nicks & Don Henley, anything by The Eagles or Peter Frampton, and Miracles by Jefferson Starship. I don't know how many of those songs you've heard, but they're all really good. I'm sorry your neck hurts and you're tired, I hope you feel better. I wanted to do something with Brandon tonight for Halloween, but his mom won't drive me home later, and he basically blew me off anyways. Blah, stupid boy. /: I love Domino's pizza, it tastes so good but it's way too greasy. I don't know any songs in any of those languages, but try Como La Flor by Selena. It's so catchy, it makes me dance. :D

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-31 15:37:15

*~Si bon, si doux~* well my halloween right now is going like crap[iwantcandy4792] 2008-10-31 15:20:04

"Our cheeks can brush..." <3 I am exhausted, and I'm in a terrible mood today. /: Blah. If I go grocery shopping next week, I'll see if my mom will buy me some irons pills or something. I kind of want to be sure that's what I need though, before I start taking things. But I guess it won't really hurt, unless, like you said, I start taking too many. Greg (Brandon's mom's boyfriend) is such an ass. He used to be really nice, and now he just acts like he's Brandon's father. It bothers me a lot because he gives him all these rules. What classic rock bands/songs do you listen to already? (:

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-31 15:05:00

"Our cheeks can brush..." <3 Brandon and I don't really have any problems any more. I mean, we occasionally argue, but that's normal. I wish I was older, then I would marry him any day. <3 I sound pathetic. Ahaha, and make-up s..x is always nice. Awe, if you ever get the chance to see the Shining, I'd totally recommend it. It's funny, but scary in the same way you mentioned the other movie. I used to have a huge obsession with that song. I would literally listen to it every day, non stop, for about a month. I have weird addictions to certain songs. You're lucky you had a lazy day. I wish I had, and I also wish I could have slept in. Stupid school. I'm glad that your insomnia is almost gone. I hope it's gone all together A-SAP. I miss a lot of things to. I think my list would be about five times bigger than yours. And if you need classic rock for your iPod, I'd totally recommend Supertramp, Bad Company and .38 Special. I don't know if you've heard of any of those bands, but if you need any other bands/songs, ask me. I'm all about classic rock.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-30 17:00:00

"Our cheeks can brush..." <3 Omg!!! I love that song by Hello-Goodbye!!!  =] [bananna] 2008-10-30 15:33:44

*Fairy dust cant help you now,Tinkerbell.......* I LIKE THE TINKERBELL....THATS ABOUT HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW TOO.....[gimmecandy] 2008-10-30 14:27:49

*Fairy dust cant help you now,Tinkerbell.......* yes cause we kinda sorta gotta catch up. Don't worry I'll be your daddayyy[AnonymousxPoet] 2008-10-29 19:12:58

*Fairy dust cant help you now,Tinkerbell.......* And like when you're married, it's harder to leave the person. If I could marry Brandon right now, I would. That way he couldn't leave me again. (: I'm selfish. I wish things could get less confusing. I'd talk to you on AIM if I had one, but when I make one, I'll definitely talk to you. I don't know if you have MSN but if you do you can email me at infraredrosesx@hotmail.com. (: I'm sorry that your father changed his number again, I'd be angry/upset. /: Have you seen the movie for The Shining? It makes me laugh. The last time I watched it was when I was in grade eight, and my friends and I got so freaked out. It was amusing. I'm glad that you didn't worry about excersizing or what you ate. I need to start watching what I eat as I've said 49593864 times before, but I can't. Good luck with cleaning. I'm so happy it's almost the end of the week. I need sleep.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-29 18:05:05

I dunno. No, they are not fondant. Thanks for asking me ! Wink[masako] 2008-10-29 07:14:36

I dunno. Ahaha awe, I love you too. :D My life is basically pointless, but it's 'kay, I don't really mind anymore, sometimes. I'm sorry about everything you mentioned on this list. It really sucks that you feel like you can relate to your Dublin friends. I would miss my old friends so much. Blah. /: I want to get married too, because at least it comes with more guarantees and there's less of a chance of me getting my heart broken again. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-29 06:21:39

I dunno. it's the worst feeling in the world once you realize that....[yourlittlexmonster] 2008-10-28 17:29:05

I wanna be somewhere ellllllllllllllse.

Owiee :[

[AnonymousxPoet]
2008-10-28 15:42:55

Surveeeeeeeeeeey. <3

Yeah Its Fine You Stold This Survey :).

I Really Wish you felt better about your self && your body.

If you ever want to talk to me about anything its okay!!

Talk To You Latterz

[Lilrobzgurl13]
2008-10-28 14:05:06

Surveeeeeeeeeeey. <3 I need muscle, I'm like . . all fat. Lol. I'm a Gemini too, and I lovelovelove American Eagle. :D It's my favourite store, well besides Aeropostale. Cute survey though.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-27 19:09:40

Surveeeeeeeeeeey. <3 ughh I hope so too. I broke out soo bad. andolfhqperi gh[AnonymousxPoet] 2008-10-27 16:12:50

Surveeeeeeeeeeey. <3

st.petersburg is seriously what you wanna see.fairytale castles and churches everywhere.and with the river neva it looks like an eastern european venice.cool, i basically speak russian.how long have you been learning?why did you start learning?sorry i'm just intrigued when i find out other people study it!

would you like me to put up some pictures of st.petersburg???

xxxxxxxx

[iwantperfection]
2008-10-27 13:57:09

Surveeeeeeeeeeey. <3  woahhh lol x you wrote alot then hehe xxxcarlyxxx
[carlybrokenalways]
2008-10-27 11:57:05

I think I might have to start eating baby carrots I used to have a hard time swallowing pills too. But after so many throat/tonsil infections, I got over it. I'm glad you got some things done today, unlike me. I managed to shower, and fix most of my essay. I'm so lazy on the weekends, it's ridiculous. I want to weigh like 80 pounds, just because I'm so small but it'll be impossible for me to lose weight. I eat so much on the weekends. Starting tomorrow, I'm going to eat less and start doing sit-ups, or something. Anything. Lol.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-26 19:03:40

"Is this real, oh lord, or am I dreaming?" I miss you too nat :[
Seriously like I'm on such a pms-ing rollercoaster right now
Like reading your comment made me tear up
for like the 65165132044032165 time today
gahhh[AnonymousxPoet]
2008-10-26 18:54:32

I think I might have to start eating baby carrots

You Dont Need To Be So Skinny...I Dont Understand Why ppl revolve there whole life around what they can && can not eat. Thats Sad. Not To Be Rude Or Anything. Im Just Saying.

Im not saying people shouldnt watch what they eat...I do cuz im trying to lose weight....but I dont want to be THAT skinny.

Just love your  self they way your are.

[Lilrobzgurl13]
2008-10-26 18:36:06

"Is this real, oh lord, or am I dreaming?"

how so? explain missy.
And yohgurt.eww.
Gahh send me some haribo while you;re at  it then lmfao

[AnonymousxPoet]
2008-10-26 18:04:06

"Is this real, oh lord, or am I dreaming?" In a sense we do need to fix our relationship. Like it's been pretty stressed these last few days and overwhelming.[AnonymousxPoet] 2008-10-26 18:01:47

I think I might have to start eating baby carrots gahhh why cant you say yogurt. why does it have to be yohgurt. and what is haribo?![AnonymousxPoet] 2008-10-26 17:53:43

"Is this real, oh lord, or am I dreaming?" I'd love to write three entries a day, but I don't want to piss my favourites off. Ahaha. The idea of seeing a psychiatrist pisses me off, especially if they fit the stereotype they've been given on movies and T.V. Like the whole, "And how does that make you feel?" crap would drive me insane, if they're actually like that. Blah. If I have anemia, it's not going to be easy to cure because I don't eat a lot of vegetables, and I pretty much don't eat red meat, if that's the certain meats you're talking about. I need to start taking multi-vitamins or something that way I can kind of balance everything out.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-26 17:21:00

"Is this real, oh lord, or am I dreaming?" I'm starting to get more used to regular needles, but bloodwork is still horrible for me. /: I'm hoping I have anemia (even though that sounds bad.) I'd just much rather it than some other disorder that I have to see a psychiatrist for every so often. Ugh. I'm glad you slept easier last night. I had a horrible time falling asleep for some reason. I couldn't turn my brain off. All I ever do on the weekend is eat. I don't even want to think about how much chocolate and chips I've had between yesterday and today. I have a control issue too. I'm okay during the week though, usually. Your entries aren't pointless. I over-update though. I'm addicted to MDD.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-26 14:13:43

Give me a break from this slow, dull life. I think I am going semi, this diary has memories to it. I know what you mean though, I hate that feeling as to where there is a diary that you've read so often that you feel you know the person, and then they stop coming around and it feels like they just left your life. hahah, or maybe it's just me, cause I'm creepy and all... but I'll make sure you're on my favorites!:)[yourlittlexmonster] 2008-10-25 22:16:58

Give me a break from this slow, dull life. Awe, sleep sounds so good right now. /: I've only had to get bloodwork done twice
in my life. The first time (which I started to mention) was horrible. I was getting
tested for mono, when they knew I had strep-throat. And I started crying, and the
nurse who was doing it, started laughing at me. I was so mad. The second time
I had to get it done on Boxing Day, when I was in the hospital. It didn't hurt as bad
because they put this stuff on my arms to freeze it. But I ended up screaming at
the lady when she first told me I needed to get it done. My dad was mad, and the
lady looked really shocked. Ahaha.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-25 15:04:21

Give me a break from this slow, dull life. 4? i can barely manage this language. 
[gravityspull]
2008-10-25 11:42:35

Give me a break from this slow, dull life.

You can lose those five pounds easily with excersize. And since you're eating more because you can't sleep, then eat something like celery sticks or something healthy and non-fattening. I hope you get the sleeping pills, I hate it when I even have one of those nights where it feels like I was awake the whole time. Good luck getting everything done, house cleaning seems like not much but it's such a time waster. Just to go over everything in the house, like the floors and sinks and such, just a little light cleaning, it takes 4 hours, sometimes more. My room is a mess as well, I need to get everything cleaned up, especially my computer table, it's drowning in papers. :| I also learned Russian from home. My parents were born in Russia, then moved to Israel where I was born, when I was 3 1/2 we moved to Canada. Basically my life story lol, but I speak Russian at home so thats how. (:

[alisuhh]
2008-10-25 10:51:31

Give me a break from this slow, dull life. I've been really lazy with pictures lately too. I just keep using old ones for the most part. I'm
assuming that it's anaemia too, just because I have most of the symptoms (but I guess the
Internet could be lying.) I'll find out next week sometime though, hopefully. I'll probably
need to get blood work done, which I'm not looking forward too. I hate needles, especially
blood work needles. I had some bad experiences. I hope you get done all the things you
need to do today. Five pounds isn't bad, just excersize. I hope you get the chance to look
into some sleeping pills too, that way you can get some sleep.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-25 10:32:51

Give me a break from this slow, dull life. i can so relate to the title..
i hope you sort things out.
have a great weekend.

Hiba.
[nkpanter]
2008-10-25 08:02:39

"Cause you only want, only want, my hahaha-hahaha"

:) yepp yepp you will stay added

xx

[Juicyx]
2008-10-25 07:05:01

"Cause you only want, only want, my hahaha-hahaha" Pussycat Dolls<3 I love them. I'm happy we don't have uniforms at my school. I don't like
the idea of being dressed the same as everyone else. But if we had uniforms, and we
had a non uniform day, I'd dress insane. Lol. Oh dear, you have so many languages at
your school. I'm really jealous. (I've said that so many times.) Mm, chocolate. I'm still
craving it, even though I have 6893949 Timbits yesterday. I hope you post pictures. I'd
love to see you outfit.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-24 13:54:58

"Cause you only want, only want, my hahaha-hahaha"

I remember hating that song, then liking it, and now just feeling neutral about it, lol. I'm glad Ireland finally felt like home for a bit, I hope it continues like that. (: I love the leaves changing colours, it's so pretty! Non-uniform day sounds fun, is it when you dress up all wierd qand crazy, or just wear normal clothes that you'd wear to school if you didn't have uniforms? Sorry the day was boring, at least the teachers were happy with you, so thats really good. (: It sounds like so much fun taking all those classes! I only speak English and Russian, but I'm taking French at school. I'm hoping to take Spanish next year becuase it's such a pretty language lol. This entry made me want to have something sweet, so I'm go have some chocolate a bit later. Hope you post pictures, I have nooo idea what you look like. I always promise to post pictures and then either forget, or end up posting them weeks later. Hope you're doing good. :D

[alisuhh]
2008-10-24 11:31:50

"Cause you only want, only want, my hahaha-hahaha"
whats that song? lol
wow...u just made me hungry!!
[cloudyysuarez]
2008-10-24 11:21:34

"Another man that stands right behind you..." I don't know how I'm going to change yet. I haven't really figured that out. Thanks
for everything. I'm taking Biology this year, and it's my favourite class. I used
to hate science before. I really want a treadmill. Lol. Badminton is my favourite
non-sport, ahaha, I guess. I finally had chocolate today. I was so happy. Have a
good sleep love.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-23 20:18:57

Hell, I just wanna die happy... i love NICKELBACK....THEY ARE AWESOME....I love that song.....i also like there song....figured you out.....[gimmecandy] 2008-10-23 13:29:37

Hell, I just wanna die happy...
I suppose I'm in the same situation as you in that I still adore and care for my former flame. If we were both teenagers we would be lingering by the porch uncertain whether to kiss one another goodnight or sneak up to her bedroom and I imagine it frustrates and excites her in equal measure. I find that in such times my judgement, such as it is, is clouded when it comes to her. After all, when someone has touched you so deeply and so perfectly it diminishes you to lose such intimate understanding and affection. My world is better for having known her.

And you, for listening to me moan when I should be listening to you :)

[Max Renn]
2008-10-23 10:23:13

"Shake your blues awaaaaaaaaay!"

thanks for the comment :)

ha, i won't get addicted to anything... I only smoke weed.
and it's impossible to get addicted to weed, trust me i've researched it.
thanks for the concern though

[yourlittlexmonster]
2008-10-22 21:41:09

Hell, I just wanna die happy... Reading that picture at the top, made me get Queen stuck in my head. Ahaha, I'm such a fucking
creep. (: I used to love that song by Nickelback, now I just have no patience for them
because their songs always sound the same (no offense if you're a big fan.) I feel like my
life has no purpose, and I'm trying to change that, but I have no idea how. I guess the way to
start is by becoming a better person. But I don't even think that it will happen. I give up
before I even start. It's pathetic. I always feel so fat when I'm on my period, and of course
mine isn't on time either. Fuck periods, seriously. They're just a pain in the ass. Before
and during mine, I'm the hungriest person in the world. I hope you get a normal sleeping
pattern soon. I need at least seven hours of sleep, but it's still never enough. I want to
lose 10, maybe 15 pounds, but I never could because a.) I couldn't stop eating/control what I
am eating, and b.) my mom would probably hospitalize me before I got that small. I hate
being so short, because I feel like I'm fat if I don't weigh 80 or less pounds. Right now I'm
in between 90 and 95 (I haven't weighed myself in awhile. It's best if I don't.) I'd love to
weigh 80 pounds, which sounds disgusting. But it'd be okay on my body. Good luck with getting
down to your goal weight. I wish I could motivate myself like you. Blah. This comment was
just a really big ramble. I'm sorry, you don't have to read it.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-22 18:24:48

"Shake your blues awaaaaaaaaay!" I was always drunk in elementary school. Imagine playing bench ball wasted? It was difficult. Oh god, I
hate when my period's unexpected and it makes me feel sick. I hope you feel better. I hate when I'm
really craving something, and I can't control it. Smartfood popcorn is my weakness. Lol. I've been so
hungry today, I haven't been able to stop eating. It's baddd.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-22 17:06:34

"Shake your blues awaaaaaaaaay!"

I always pressure myself past my limit and it just comes out not at all the way I planned (not only with keeping a very healthy diet. With other stuff too). Lol, yess, exactly how I feel. I feel super awkward when it's even a guy friend who's my age, and he has guys surrounding him that I know (just I'm not close to them) and even then I hesistate and usually think I'd rather say hi another time or something. :P

[alisuhh]
2008-10-22 17:05:51

"Shake your blues awaaaaaaaaay!"

Lol, yeah I feel awfully stubborn and immature for not saying hi, but he's always surrounded by his older friends. Scary. (Excuses, excuses) I get my period unexpectedly all the time, the date on which it comes always jumps around, it drives me crazy. Sorry you felt puke-ish (coincidence, I actually puked last night) but at least you got to go home early. (: I always promise myself I'll eat super duper healthy, and not a lot, but end up doing the exact opposite. I find that I don't eat much, and the stuff I do eat is healthy when I'm NOT planning to do it.

[alisuhh]
2008-10-22 16:46:58

"Shake your blues awaaaaaaaaay!"

Ah!!  I love Shin Chan!!  It's by far one of my favorite shows.  YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!  *does ass dance*

Ah anyways...haha

I'm sorry about your period.  That sounds like a huge freaking pain.  I hope you start to feel better!

[xstarlesseyes]
2008-10-22 14:55:09

*Back Stroke Blues* Really? I'd love to learn Japanese, or Spanish. (: French is really easy to me though, it's almost like English
to me. I guess I just really enjoy it. Lol, I tried bullying Sam into playing tennis with me and it didn't work
out at all. She said she'd join the badminton team with me though. Ugh, yes elementary school Phys. Ed
was horrible. I was always drunk though, so it didn't even matter.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-21 19:43:14

*Back Stroke Blues* Phys. Ed in elementary school was such a drag. For some reason it made me feel really uncomfortable
and I hated participating. Phys. Ed in grade nine was okay though. I actually enjoyed it a lot more
and got a good mark. I love badminton, and tennis. (: I really want to play tennis, but nobody I know
will do it with me. Brandon keeps saying he will, but I know he won't. I hated volleyball, because I
couldn't serve for shit, and basketball just sucked. Floor hockey was my favourite. That's probably one
of the only sports I'm "decent" at. I miss playing it. Yay for finishing your Japanese project. That's so
cool that they teach it at your school.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-21 18:01:12

*Back Stroke Blues* Trust me, I'm a really hungry person too. I think about food all day long, and I'm almost always eating. It's
another bad habit of mine. Lol. (: I don't take phys. ed at school anymore, but if I did, I'm sure they'd
make me run all the time. Taking phys. ed probably isn't such a bad idea though. I don't think I'd be as
lazy. That's exactly how it is. When you're with your boyfriend, you don't have to say anything and things
are generally much better than. But over the phone, you say one thing, and then it turns into a whole
pointless argument. Blah. Sometimes relationships suck. I love Viva La Vida (the song.) I play it over and
over again. It's so catchy. My favourite is Yellow though. It makes me cry every time. I don't want every
day to be boring. I just wish there was no drama, no homework, and everything was okay with everyone
in my life. I could handle that. But I'd need some entertainment (like David. Bahaha.) Ahh, that sucks
that your camera's dead. My camera dies so quick. The batteries suck.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-21 17:19:43

*Back Stroke Blues* Yes, damn Newfoundland ! (: Bahaha, he is the one being the little bitch, or the 'psycho' in
this case. He just won't get over himself (like you said) and realize it. I honestly don't think
I'm that bad of a girlfriend, he makes it seem like I'm horrible. But when we're together, it's
so much different than over the phone. He treats me better than, and the way he holds
me makes me so happy. And he tries much harder then too, to make me happy. Lol. This
has drifted into a dream, but it's 'kay, we're allowed to. I hate missing exes. I love Coldplay,
especially their new stuff. I always have. I don't even want to know what would happen
if someone tried to make me run. I can't remember the last time I did. I'm really lazy. I hope
by next summer, I will become more "active." That can be one of my resolutions. That
blows that you have a lot of homework. I usually do too, I just don't do it. Garlic bread with
cheese is probably my favourite food in the world. And I'm still craving chocolate, or ice
cream, WITH chocolate. Ahaha. That'd be niceee.

[aliceinwxnderland]
2008-10-21 16:59:41

Can I walk to Dundrum in 4 inch heels? Blah. Brandon's the furthest thing from the "se